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Exploring the intersection of music, divinity & global studies
A letter about a language disorder, and a great love for reading
I want to write you a letter about my love for reading. Even now, after graduating college, my interest in books feels very...new and fresh. I was a late bloomer growing up, my education somewhat complicated by a severe language disorder, which I still have to this day. It’s called MERLD, and it stands for Mixed Expressive-Receptive Language Disorder. Have you heard of it? It means exactly as it sounds: a profound difficulty with both receiving and expressing language – with

Vivian Stewart
3 days ago3 min read


Recording: Hummel Trumpet Concerto, performed by me!
If there’s any piece that encapsulates my childhood, it’s the Hummel Trumpet Concerto. I listened to Tine Thing Helseth’s beautiful...

Vivian Stewart
Aug 11, 20221 min read


Shapeshifters of Innocence: A Poetic Analysis of Mahler's Das Lied von der Erde
Note: I wrote this poem while listening to the last three movements of Das Lied von der Erde: "Von der Schönheit", "Der Trinker im...

Vivian Stewart
Jan 3, 20223 min read


Vulnerability Discovered as a Form of Activism: Margaret Bonds & Narasinha Mehta of Gujarat
If you're like me, you love listening to podcasts with their transcripts. So, below is the transcript to the first episode of "The Sacred...

Vivian Stewart
Jul 14, 20215 min read


The Celestial Philosophy Behind Bartók's First Violin Concerto
(Please note that I wrote this when I was seventeen years old. Some of my views have evolved since then, but I leave this here as a snapshot of an earlier stage of my thinking.) When I was six years old, I didn’t understand the concept of God, so I didn’t believe in him. I did, however, understand the concept of synesthesia and believed that this ability to see what is heard, was closest to whatever higher forces existed. It sounds strange, but when I first heard Maria Call

Vivian Stewart
Aug 8, 20207 min read


"The Avatar" by Steve Rouse: Music to Describe Lifetimes of the Divine
If I had to name one piece that consistently takes my breath away (without giving it back), it would be The Avatar for trumpet and piano by Steve Rouse. In eleven minutes, this music describes the evolution of our lifetimes: from descendance onto Earth, years of struggle and suffering, and finally to one’s release and ascendance to the heavens. It’s an age-old story -- one so universal that even our gods share it. Both Jesus Christ and the Hindu deity, Vishnu, divine figures

Vivian Stewart
Jul 18, 20205 min read


The Baroque Duet that Defied Incessant Discrimination
Kathleen Battle and Wynton Marsalis’s album “Baroque Duet'' captures the true essence of the word “baroque,” derived from the Portugeuse...

Vivian Stewart
Jul 12, 20203 min read
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